I dunno but I can’t help but feel that this is the beginning of a disappearing act. I mean, no it isn’t – I haven’t blogged in 6 days and I think it’s a bIg DeAl when it really isn’t but in comparison to last year, a couple of of years ago when it was every other day I’m definitely not at the same speed. That doesn’t mean that I’ve dramatically ‘fallen out of love with blogging’ because I haven’t and I’ve got ideas pouring out of my ears (like usual) that I’m desperate to get down. However, I feel like things of changed and my blog is no longer a priority, which I hate, but equally I’m so pleased because it means that everything is going in the right direction. My planned chilled summer has been the complete opposite (which I’m secretly pleased about) and I’ve been assisting a stylist on all these shoots in Rankin’s studio and working with All Saints (yep like the 90’s band) on their shows (leading to some good press!!!!!) and generally being in some very bizarre situations this past couple of weeks (er, being a metre away from my hero Rachel Stevens, er). For the first time in my life I’m not called an intern and I’m actually earning some money from it too which I’m obviously really really chuffed about. More shocked than I am chuffed. Hello orange juice and not tap water.
I suppose what I’m trying to say is that I used my blog to get to uni, to get to internships to I suppose then get this and now I feel like I’m maybe on my way to getting somewhere within the industry and I’ve gotta push my blog to one side for a while! Which is ok!!!!!!!!!!! This is my last proper summer before my final year of uni and I’m travelling, working, and just saying yes to pretty much everything I can and it’s GONNA BE AMAZING.
Anyway, yep, that’s all – I’ll keep ya updated.
Also I think I’m off to Brighton tomorrow for the first time in my life so plzzzzzzzz send recommendations xxx
now playing: louis theroux documentaries because I really fancy louis theroux